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Peektures. [07 Oct 2004|07:12pm]

Frank and I .Collapse )

Cedar Point camping fun.Collapse )
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[22 Apr 2004|04:52pm]
I just edited my friends majorly.

So if I deleted you and you take offense, let me know and I'll add you back.

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cool? [14 Mar 2004|10:09pm]
[ mood | cynical ]

okay, so I am not cool.

anymore questions?

it's these pictures that hurt the most.
all the meanings and things I don't understand.
the feeling of not being wanted to know.
or that noticable gester of "go away".
i've tried my hardest to be me.
though i still feel like i can't be.
cause when my stomache hurts because of this.
i dont see how it's working.

it's these pictures that hurt the most.
now i dont want to understand.
i've noticed i'm not there.
that's the way it's meant to be.
no more trying to live up to your standards.
this is the end of the heart aches.
i'm closing my open book.
not living anymore lies.

completely random.

but to me, its my story.

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[28 Jan 2004|06:30am]
I'm kinda....depressed today? Like sad. It's no fun.

No. No fun.

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[17 Jan 2004|11:07am]
[ mood | drained ]

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<img src="http://www.mtv.com/onair/realworld/season14/flipbooks/cast/images/randy_10.jpg"=/>

<small>This is the Randy hottness from Real World San Diego. So hot. So so hot. Hes so....pretty? Yes.


[14 Jan 2004|10:33am]
testing some new layouts. dont mind me.


[13 Jan 2004|09:21pm]
Do you have any idea how it hurt?

No. You don't.

This is what God put me on Earth for. Hot sexy boys. Yup. [13 Jan 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | giddy ]

I can beeeee your herrrro!Collapse )


Ashleigh, It's Bam on Jones. =-o(my first attempt at LJ cut) [13 Jan 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | amused ]

Bam. More Bam. Lots Bam. Schwwwwwaaaaaa=Collapse )

Okay, now that that's out. BLAM!



BAH! I cannot WAIT FOR THIS! HOW PIMP?! SO PIMP! [13 Jan 2004|08:02pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]

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<img src="http://www.ultimaterollercoaster.com/news/stories/img/pki_boom_art_4.jpg"=/>

<b><small>Paramount's Kings Island Boomerang Bay Artwork

Tasmanian Typhoon - A monstrous slide that plummets four riders in a cloverleaf-like raft almost 269-feet in complete darkness. Riders free-fall at daring speeds into a huge funnel that rockets the raft up and down careening out of control. The raft then slowly descends through the opening of the funnel, ending the white-water journey.

<img src="http://www.ultimaterollercoaster.com/news/stories/img/pki_boom_art_2.jpg"=/>

New Racing Challenge - A 54-foot high racing challenge with four competing slides on which guests start face-first in different directions and merge for a downhill dash to the finish line.</b>

Howwwwww cooooool?! Aw. I can't wait. but the sad thing is KI opens up on April 9th, but the waterpark wont open up till like...May 31st. Sad. Oh well. I have to wait. :)

<3 J

PS - First people to go with my to KI have to be a huge ass group! ONE BIG TRIP! SETH?! RYAN!? ASHLEIGH?! ANJI?! YA HEAR ME?! :)
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We'll see fireworks tonight [07 Jan 2004|09:57pm]
[ mood | loved ]

in one word.. perfect.. a cliece? perhaps not.. you you meet someone who who has one of the most warming and and fullfilling hearts and you two can breath the same air alone. the distance is only space between us but the love is closer than ya think. its right in front of you and almost hits you like a slap in the face. you can feel it in the air.. when the wind blows thats a kiss from afar. when you feel the warmth of a fire, thats the hands hugging your shoulders to keep you warm. i'm always there you just have to take the time to feel it. you are one of the most amazing and incredably beautiful people that this world has to offer. many over look it weither they realize it or not. but its there trust me. A simple hello means the world and is never taken for granted. you'll never have a thing to worry about.. i'll always here, 2,000 miles away but with the biggest smile on my face knowing that somewhere in Ohio there is someone who feels the same way. and knowing that makes me the luckiest person on this earth. no one may see it but everytime someone passes you by they never took the time to realize they just passed up the best thing yet. but slowly people will learn, as i have.. your my everything and i couldnt ask for anything more.


what would you say if i asked you not to go
to forget everyone, forget everything and start over with me
would you take my hand and never let me go
promise me you'll never let me go

thanks for letting me take over your journal. ;)

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*siiiiiiigh* [29 Aug 2003|06:54pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

okay. talking to Jason.

be back later with the good outcomes.

<3 J

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*siiiiiiiiiiiiiigh* [22 Aug 2003|07:15am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

bestleftdead is leaving for Florida today. its gonna be sad not talking to you, doll.

anyways....going to mc donalds for breakfast and then work. yay. will be at work too for my last day. :)

[[love J]]


bleh [19 Aug 2003|07:39am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

off to work i go. YIPPE!

poor Lilian is getting beaten alive by Rosco. its kinda funny to watch em fight but its mean tho cause hes so evil!


okay going to work.

[[love J]]


heres the other Trapt song... [14 Aug 2003|09:08pm]
[ mood | amused ]

¤Still Frame¤

Please help me 'cause I'm breaking down,
this picture's frozen and I can't get out (of here)
Believe me, I'm just as lost as you
And every time I think I've finally made it
I learn I'm farther away than I've ever been before
I see the clock and it's ticking away, and the hourglass empty
What the f*** do I have to say
Keep it inside the image portrayed
As if I couldn't stand losing as if I couldn't be saved, no way
A small confession I think I'm starting to lose it
I think I'm drifting away from the people I really need
A small reflection on when we were younger
We had it all figured 'cause we had everything covered
Now we're older it's getting harder to see
What this future will hold for us, what the f*** are we going to be?
I'm afraid I'm falling farther away (from where I want to be)

I love you, Trapt.

I love you, Jason.

I love you, Ashleigh.

I love you, Senay.

I love you, Emo Boyfriend...haha I have to, you helped me with my picture linkage, yo.

I love you, if you love me.


[[love J]]
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my new found love for Trapt...i shall marry the WHOLE group, watch me go. [14 Aug 2003|09:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]

¤The Game¤

How have you been, nice to see you again
How quickly these conversations seem to end
You meet a friend, every now and then
How quickly these relations turn into trends

Put all your walls up and open your windows
And close all your doors
You catch yourself standing in front of the mirror
And now you need more

What do you wish for
To catch you as you're falling
So easy to ignore
But now you hear it calling again

I wouldn't want to be you
This lonely game that you play
Between your walls you confuse
Every heart that you break
So afraid that you'll lose
Always a void to replace
I wouldn't want to play you

You try and pretend, the truth is hard to bend
How easy these translations can be read
What if you were led to play a different game instead
How hard these frustrations are to mend

Does it matter to you?

Just Wait

Don't they rock? Yep.

Their music makes me oh so happy at work, and thats my favorite song.

But I have another I love.

I shall post it later.

<3 J

power outages....cousin Justin....internet...thirsty but tooo lazy to get out of chair [14 Aug 2003|08:09pm]
[ mood | amused ]

not a lot to do but watch about the blackout...stare at the comp....i totally miss my bestleftdead.

hes been gone all day.

well sleeping.

thats good tho :)


As i mentioned, Ashvee joined Dilly and it was awesome being illegal today :)


i have plans for tomorrow for movies with Seth and others probably going to see Freddy V. Jason cause we rock, yo. its nice to already have plans for a Friday night, ya know?


well i am goign to try to find something to do to cure my boredom.

hjfkhjkrhkrhk bye. :)

<3 J


"potatoes and dilly GBs" [14 Aug 2003|12:19pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

that was lunch today. it was good.

tomorrow is my last lunch wif Ashleigh/quiet_violence. i might cry. :-(

but we are gonna go back to Hot Topic next Saturday(not this one but next week...yeah...haha) and buy buttons and braclets. cause they are cool. :) i love the ones that Ashvee gave me. i bought her a Tinkerbell button...she lovededed it :) i was hap-happy.

but yes...today has gone by fast.

Ashleigh and I are so illegal on Dilly, but thats what makes it grand.

[[love J]]

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*sigh* [12 Aug 2003|06:52pm]
[ mood | angry ]

i hate people who tell things about me and its in my own family and now i am the worst being on this Earth.


*Sigh* [12 Aug 2003|07:22am]
[ mood | anxious ]

This is now friends only. I sorry, just too much important stuff that not everyone needs to know. Comment and you will be added. Thank you. :)
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